Love ~ ❤
So long I didn’t updated my tumblr. Since I left my korean world, there’s nothing much to share in my tumblr. yahh. I already away from my korean world. No korean thingy, no more korean korean korean. Don’t ask me why. Haha.
Love? What is love? Unconditional feeling that u never realized when it’s come and go. Haha. So funny, I’m talking about love right now. Yah. So sick been in love, and the result was hurting, regret, and hmm, boring?
I admit that I’m so scared to be in love and I couldn’t imagine how I’m gonna be someone’s girlfriend. I’m afraid that I might be hurt as before. Gahh. So hate those feeling. Yahh. My heart is empty for now. Still waiting and seeking my true love. No more CHILI, no more ALAM, no more KIMCHI,no more PULUT, just naming who they are, yah still the result is ZERO!
I’m just sick to be in love. My heart just empty! My love only for Allah. But still, I’m still looking forward a love from a guy. Someone that can protect my heart and can heal my wounds. Wherever or whoever he is, I’m still waiting for that guy. Maybe not for now, I’m not hoping or desperate, I’m just waiting when the time is right for me to think about it deeply.InsyaAllah.
I admit that I’m too fussy and picky. But it doesn’t mean that I’m only looking for good-looking or rich guy (Haha). Something special about that guy makes my heart move. gahhh. I like bad boy; almost all of the guys that I’ve love was a bad boy, I don’t know why I’ve love them. Huhu. I promise myself to not return to someone that hurt me before and I don’t want to give him a chances even if he change or accept me for who I am. I’m so sick of waiting and hurting. Enough is enough. huhu. Sorry, I can’ wait anymore. Alam~~ Huuuu~
I believe that someday, I found him; my soul mate, true love. I don’t have to think about it for now, I still have a long way to go. I’ve list down the criteria that I want from someone that could be my future husband. I’m still seeking for that person. I’ve found him, just he’s not enough for me. He already taken. Huu~ Chili~ It’s really hurt.
Why I love bad boy? They are not that bad actually. They are nice yet sweet and never take me as a granted. Allah still can accept them, all of their faults. No one is perfect and everyone just chasing to be perfect.
Those are my future husband criteria (hahahaha XD) :
- Religious
- Loving
- Caring
- Trustworthy
- Patience
- Mommy’s son
- Bad boy image (hehe)
- Sweet voice
- Tall
- Cold <3
- Last but not least, love me for me. =’D
Though that no one could fulfill this criteria, I know, Allah choose someone that is better for me and my life. I believe that if we love someone because of Allah, insyaAllah, Allah will guides our heart and love only for Allah. Though no one love me, but I still have Allah. =] ❤
